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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I am in deep trouble.

There is an ever-present fear that
I will never be happy,
that I will never be satisfied with
anything that life has to offer me.

Feeling like a failure.
Having the lifelong burden of never feeling good enough
and the ability to prove it.
Having gone astray in
most things that I've tried to accomplish

I know I've done some good things
but thats just not enough...its never enough
I'm NEVER satisfied, ALWAYS critical of
everything I do, think, say, feel.

The abysmal emptiness within,
never satiated, always dissatisfied.
always searching for more
never able to fill the void.

I am in deep trouble.

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